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Hello Christine, thank you for taking the time to read our posts. I must say, I've been very interested in spiritual matters for some years now. I've bought a lot of books and have conducted research, watched videos, etc, just because whenever I do, it always feels good and rings 'true' to me. I've loved watching many of your videos and have found them to be very inspiring. I've had low self esteem probably for most of my life and it is now manifesting as social anxiety and constant worrying that my fiance is going to meet someone better than me at work. Despite having read so much and being quite pro-active in trying to feel better about myself I always come back to the same feeling that what if God made a mistake with me? (I know this sounds a little boastful, but is hard to explain) Or What if God is looking at everyone else and thinking great things and then looking at me and thinking 'what was I thinking?' This image actually makes me chuckle a little writing it down! I guess I know that I'm withholding my true self and potential in so many areas of my life and I feel so 'trapped' and dull but most of all, frustrated; a little bit like realising you're in a dream but not being able to wake yourself up. Thank you
at last am happy i found someone with whom i can share my plight.... thanks .and happy that i found you. i v e been troubled with a thing that i really cannot share with another. i had a relationship with a guy when i was too young, but i had given myself to him without my knowledge. but i regret fort that now. but it somehow ended up and i came over that situation... now am matured and i feel i can choose someone. but the new relationship which started last year , went on smooth for 6 months and now things have slowly changed. this guy keeps torturing me of the past relationship and hates me cause am not a virgin. i don know what to do? i feel miserable without him. i really find it difficult to live without him. help me, suggest a way that can make this situation better, waiting for your reply, regards, rebecca
You know, I've often wondered that myself if I'm from another place, I don't always feel like I belong here and I sometimes feel like I'm just visiting, but nope! I don't have any concrete evidence that I'm not a regular human being like you and everyone else!
I do believe otherworldly beings walk among us, but I can't get behind that with concrete evidence either. I think I've met some aliens but who knows? Yes, I've heard all the genetic theories about creation, and lots of it makes sense, and it seems more likely than Darwinian takes on things, but I figure that's for us to know once we're not in human form anymore. At least for now.
I just focus on being in every moment and enjoying it! All that other stuff, it's not really necessary to know right now. At this time we're in a quantum leap in human reality and our focus is needed right here and now on being the most loving being that we can be.
I'm sorry but I don't have time to go off and study a whole system of spirituality and make a comment on it. If no one is here talking about it, maybe you should do it?
oooh, that's a toughie. It's going to hurt no matter what if you dump someone, can't get around that. You pretty much have to do it though if the relationship isn't right for you. Just be as nice as you possibly can, don't make it about anything that's wrong with him, just tell him you don't feel it's the right relationship for you and it was fun while it lasted. I'm sorry I don't have a lot more advice than that. There's just no way around it. Breaking up hurts no matter how you slice it.
The reason it seems so real and yet is the dreaming of God is because God has one heck of a good imagination! I don't think it's quite as impersonal as you're implying. In some ways, it's REAL personal to Godself, since all of it is happening to God, and being experienced by God. Your tears, your laughter, it's all being felt and experienced by God.
As for the reason for the problems of the world, "I am" is not the reason, and also not the reason for duality. Duality exists as an idea in the mind of God, but individuality is not what created that. It was just an idea Godself wanted to explore. What creates the problems of the world is a misguided, faulty human condition that has been "influenced" toward the ways of greed, discompassion and power trips. That's pretty much it. Duality is there, and the part you drink from is the part that has the most influence on you. Obviously, humanity has been drinking from the dark side more than the lighter side of things. Humanity is misusing the power given to it, but in misusing power, that is how you learn to use it better later, and humanity is in that process right now, burning itself with it's lack of wisdom with power and ability, and in the end it will have learned a big lesson and will weild that power more wisely in the future.
Also, darkness is simply the unknown, not evil. Darkness is where consciousness has not gone yet, it has no knowledge yet in those areas, and that's why it's so dark. Ignorance and no knowing is what darkness is about, not evil.
Yes, it is definitely frustrating to look at life and make sense of it, have compassion for the lack of awakening and respect others display in their lives, but what can you do? It's a primitive species. You just have to shrug your shoulders at some point and go "oh well" and then do your best to help whoever will listen. The way to stay calm is to just realize that it is a process, and sometimes evolution is pretty slow. There are always a few who learn something first, catch on quicker than others, and since that is the situation you are in with the awakening, then that's the way it goes and you simply have to be patient with the process.
Yes, the world is totally insane! You live on a crazy planet! Just do the best you can and leave the rest up to evolution. There's only so much you can do as an individual. When the masses come together, that's what some serious movin and shakin is going to happen to change things. Until then, just do your part. Reach the part of the universe that you can reach, and the rest of the people who are moved to do so are as well, and if everyone puts in their 2 cents worth, that's when the whole world is changed, individual by individual.
Don't worry, there is a wildfire of awakening spreading through humanity really fast now. You'll see some evidence of change soon. It will happen in our lifetime, if not pretty soon!
I have found when I first started it was to have some post it notes around with "awake" or "lucidity" or "stop" on them and as I would see them, I would stop for a moment and take a deep breath, and readjust my consciousness. I would do this throughout the day. Then I got this little thingie called a MotiveAider that would beep at time intervals that I set it to, and would adjust my consciousness. After a year of all that, my consciousness stayed more stable in one place instead of wandering around in thought anymore, but it took some purposeful training. That's a way to start. Just use triggers to remind yourself to readjust your consciousness at various intervals during the day.
2012 is only the beginning, not the end. It's the beginning of a wave of change that is going to sweep through humanity in a huge way. I'll be putting a whole series of 2012 videos up at http://www.youtube.com/ChristineBreese2012 that I'm working on right now, so feel free to go there and subscribe so that you'll be among the first to get the new videos when they are up. It's going to be happening sometime in June.
Happy 57th birthday! Looks like lots of good things are happening with you! Keep up the good work in exploration of consciousness!
I can't comment on any of that because I don't know anything about the inner workings of the group. All I know is that they are both beautiful people who are doing the best they can to assist others in their awakening. Gangaji is one of my personal favorites among teachers, and I don't know Eli as well but he also seems to be very sweet, so all I can say to anyone who is concerned about all that happened is: Don't throw the baby out with the bathwater.
Simply take what rings true for you from the teachings because it's all about the teachings, not the person. Forget the person or how perfect or not perfect they are. Listen to what they say and take what is valuable to you. Disregard the human stuff, everyone is human with a process of growing into our true selves, and we all have an individual path in that process, mistakes and all, spiritual teachers including. Being human is something even spiritual teachers are not immune to.
One thing that I do know is that their hearts are in the right place and they truly want to assist people. Gangaji still remains one of my personal favorites and she has handled it all very gracefully. I don't know Eli as well, so I can't comment as much. I wouldn't throw away everything just because someone made a mistake, though. Mistakes cause growth and more awakening. That's how making a mistake and learning from it works. Maybe he's more qualified now than ever!


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