about the specific rules of how it all is. How can you know that we are supposed to experience all the different types of lives? I was actually a very bad man in the 20th century and I have seen a correlation between my extreme shyness and problems with getting along in groups and the fact that despite being a pretty decent looking guy, not having had a real girlfriend or an enjoyable sexual experience ever in my over 40 year old life as related to that past life. My big realizations include that I betrayed my group and I did something very bad to mankind as a whole so now I am having trouble being in groups and despite the seeming ability to do what the vast majority of people do which is to establish love relationships and sexual relationships, I have not been able to do so. How can I get involved in the act of creating for the future of mankind if I did something terrible to mankind(was my realization)? I have been enjoying very much your videos here on your site and they are even quite helpful. I even thought about the possibility of asking you if I could come visit and do work to help you with your endeavors in exchange for speaking with you and learning more about your philosophy as you were speaking some of my very thoughts when I first caught one of your videos just a couple of days ago. Sorryabout this challenging attitude and I am not saying that you are wrong but I am curious as to how you got your knowledge. I suspect that there may be aliens amongst us that maybe want to keep mankind trapped. How can you be sure that you are not getting your information from them. I've heard you say that "the ones in power," or something along those lines are doing something and etc.. How do I know that the ones in power are not wanting to keep me enslaved? PictureScience (am I a trouble maker?)